i want to fall in love with YOU

I still feel disconnected from Him. 
One time i felt while praying if i'm talking to God ba talaga or to myself lang.
I've been complacent in developing my relationship with Him. 
I've been distracted.
I want to fall in love with Him.
I don't know how.


I want to have a deep and tangible relationship with Him.
I want to truly know that my faith is not just in my head, but in my heart.
I want to feel connected.


I almost started crying when Ailen and myself talked today. Some of the things she said hit very close to home.


Florendo, Ailen:
yeah i know the feeling....work/diff activities tend to eat you up and leaving you empty inside....so its really important that you have the 1:1 with God everyday so that you'll know what to do, how to react, etc. we have to pray to God ..have that conversation with so that we share all our concerns, worries, joys with Him
but the good news is begin and begin again. now is a good oppurtunity...dont wait for the talk in rockwell.
spend 10-15min a day conversing with God
[Me: yun ang prob eh.. parang sometimes i feel crazy and parang think if i'm just talking to myself]
nah God will give you the necessary grace
trying to talk with him is the first step....maybe next  clearing away what hinders you from Him
di ba if you like someone you like to talk with him alot
think of it that way...have a sincere desire to like God because you know in HIm you will find true joy and peace
the joy and peace the the materialistic worlk cannot give