I am called to belong, not just believe

I could not think of a better time to read this topic than now. The past few weeks I have been working as a silo from my team, not caring to belong or wanting to be part of it anymore.
although the book is referring to belonging to a church, I can't help but relate to how I interact with people I work with. I'd like to think that I'm becoming a better person by avoiding these inis triggering people but in fact it's me running away and denying the problem.
it doesn't feel right that I'm serving in the parish and hearing mass and yet not be able to carry on a loving caring relationship with the people I see and work with everyday. what a faker, sars.
Lord, grant me the grace to forgive and understand... Maybe not even understanding but humility in acknowledging these mistakes and shortcomings to them so that I can love them as brothers and sisters of your family.

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